Tuesday, April 15, 2008

new life ,new chance and new future......i hope so

after few years bid for promote my education ,now I'm going to be a post graduate student this Sep. i still bathe in happy and surprised mood lately . hard to believe i did it . i just came back from hsin-chu to visited my parents tomb yesterday. i really miss them and wish they still beside me and i can share my achievement which can make them proud. in other hand , the one who i really want to share with is in somewhere in the world . might be he still in Aus with his wife or back to his country already . i not sure yet anymore , ofcouse i can ask him by email, just don't have courage to do that , meanwhile i do need his admire. unfortunately he still in somewhere of my heart even someone be with me right now .(seemingly)
i still assist my plan that i can back to US someday to finish my goal , my dream and my life .i just need someone who can take up for me. i kind of weary for life alone but scared marriage .well...well..well....I'm a complicated person who i don't know well either.

Anyways, congratulation to myself .