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i have been thinking onething which is it appropriate to use english to memorize my daily feeling here .can i describle completely by useing english ?

harm from job

today is not my day why i got harm eyes by spraying discharge from patient.since i have running nose last saturday and my feeling was bad but now is down ,down and down........
no one know this patient has what kind of disease and what will happene to me in the future .

Mｅ

the memories of the year in us was my unforgettable life . but it's getting recover and disappear by reality after came back .i don't know if i have a chance to find them back someday ? where is my heart supposed to go ? all of my dreams are going to far from me day by day as my health and memory . i should pay much attention to my health , after all ,i have to count on this body which need to do many thing to extend my life .