new life ,new chance and new future......i hope so

after few years bid for promote my education ,now I'm going to be a post graduate student this Sep. i still bathe in happy and surprised mood lately . hard to believe i did it . i just came back from hsin-chu to visited my parents tomb yesterday. i really miss them and wish they still beside me and i can share my achievement which can make them proud. in other hand , the one who i really want to share with is in somewhere in the world . might be he still in Aus with his wife or back to his country already . i not sure yet anymore , ofcouse i can ask him by email, just don't have courage to do that , meanwhile i do need his admire. unfortunately he still in somewhere of my heart even someone be with me right now .(seemingly)
i still assist my plan that i can back to US someday to finish my goal , my dream and my life .i just need someone who can take up for me. i kind of weary for life alone but scared marriage .well...well..well....I'm a complicated person who i don't know well either.

Anyways, congratulation to myself .

cat bits my tongue always when i need to speak with fervor and assurance

it's have been one year again since last year .this morning was my second interview for graduate school .i have my opinion anytime but always fail at important situation. how can i build my self-confident ？

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language

i have been thinking onething which is it appropriate to use english to memorize my daily feeling here .can i describle completely by useing english ?

harm from job

today is not my day why i got harm eyes by spraying discharge from patient.since i have running nose last saturday and my feeling was bad but now is down ,down and down........
no one know this patient has what kind of disease and what will happene to me in the future .

Mｅ

the memories of the year in us was my unforgettable life . but it's getting recover and disappear by reality after came back .i don't know if i have a chance to find them back someday ? where is my heart supposed to go ? all of my dreams are going to far from me day by day as my health and memory . i should pay much attention to my health , after all ,i have to count on this body which need to do many thing to extend my life .